acupuncture
i. i sit quietly watching the man seeking my soft spots with nimble fingers sliding in the needles, head, neck, belly, arms i'm frozen in perfect meditation gently, he pushes me onto my back then disappears slowly, steadily, an agonizing burn begins in my core spreading outward, hitting every nerve it's a death knell i'm hemorrhaging alone frozen in the dark ii. the tool will keep digging but i'm definitely feeling something in my belly hot metal spikes bring me to auralgasm and i scream silently as i implode filling my empty spaces with the solace of shattered solitude play it again please let me feel that again